I missed the new chinese drama series which currently aired now. I have been a fan of chinese drama since I was 6 years old. I never missed to watch any drama since then. It's been hard for me now because I got too addicted to it. Getting myself occupied from 9pm till 10pm. I realised that I may not have that free time to do so as school's work were increasing as time went by. Moreover, I have a pile of revision books needed my attention.
I told myself, this will do good. It's all about sacrificing.

Decision have been comfirmed. I'm happy for you. It's the best for you, I'm sure. You will excel wherever you go. Trust me. Yes I am sad because we don't have the chance to pursue the journey of ilmu Allah together. No matter what, I'm proud of you. But what come may, never ever leave each other's doa in prayer because we need that very much. It makes us closer in our hearts. Allah ma'ana.

Do you wanna know what I am feeling right now? My heart filled with missing everyone. I never felt this bad before.
Giving up isn't always a sign of weakness. At times, it can show that you are smart enough to have the courage to move on.
I was flipping through O Level Elementary Mathematics's questions this afternoon. I got scared when Kakak asked me, "You just started now"?



I realised I got not much time left.
I was not in my top form this week. I feel so week. My nose ran so badly. I got a bad headache.
Okay, put that aside.

I'm not yet settling down with school life as I'm so used with holidays. My eyes got easily closed. And I broke my record, in the morning I actually could sleep at the bustop while waiting for the bus. As a result, I could hardly focusing my every lessons.

As I stepped my feet everytime in the class, I was reminded what I am there for. I simply could not carrying on being a sleepyhead in class. I have not much time left. I have so many things to revise. Be it Ukhrawi or Academic studies.........
Yes, I will be taking 'N' Level for Mathematics this year. It's been confirmed. It's the best for me. Sir Isa said maybe it will be schedule before Prelim Ukhrawi. And that's extremely fast. There's a pile of assestment books waiting for me to start working on it.

Doakan k? ='(

Bottomline, I miss each of every single one of you.

On the last Friday he returned to Yishun's home. And I found only his baby cot at home when I came back from camp. That's makes me feel even worse.

This is the time when I really miss him so much.

This is the time when I really miss him so much.

This is the time when I really miss him so much.

Today, he came back here. It's only a few days and yet I miss him badly... You looked chubbier, Syabil.
A great ending of the year 2009 and a great starting of the year 2010.

Here I am, settling down on my bed, thinking what I have been doing for the past 3 days. I learnt a lot from every single moment of it. Everyone had been giving out the tremendously energy to make this camp successful and yes, we did it. Everything went smoothly, alhamdulilah.

I felt the love, and it was a strong one.

Let's put our hands together for Ustaz Tirmidzi, the speaker for the Motivational Talk. It inspired me a lot. He did a very great job.

You and I know that this might be the last time. I have no regrets for I have our beautiful memories in my heart always. And it was the best one, I must say.

Back to track; Focus. Concentrate.
Let's move on this journey with each other's doa.
Not forgetting, I am still waiting for the time of my life.
It's Thursday. And we just left less than two weeks. How time flies really fast. I know, it's quite a few time I did emphasized this many times. Because I feel everything happened so fast without realising it. Things getting tougher here. I'm not sure if I'm taking capital O or N next year for Mathematics. But what I'm really really sure is I'm gonna do my best. I know whatever decision is being make, is the best for me.

I'm getting back to track soon. Trying my best to focus and putting my heart and soul into it. I wanna make changes. A better look. Getting ready for new challenges that come ahead.
I know, everyone will get occupy with stuffs soon. What's matter most is we have each other in our hearts...

Like this shot very much. Though......... Few is missing.

Haa! This shot reminds me about NUL! Nul, you know what I'm gonna say. I miss this!

My holidays so far enjoyable. Although not that exactly have a overseas holiday. But I am surrounded by my loves at home. Spending time with them makes me feel I'm blessed. I have my netball's training and camp's stuffs along my holiday.

My trip to Kampung was awesome. It was an awkward for me initially, but as time went by, I really enjoyed myself. And I'm missing every single moment of it. To my dear Dayah, thank you for everything. You just simply wonderful. No words can describe how great you are!

Oh, this three lovely ladies really made my day.

I miss Kak Radhiah! She's like a big sister to me. And to us.

My loves.
I'm regret that most of you girls could not make it. It's the second time, baby. You know how bad I feel.

No matter who won the game, but the beautiful moment we had. Nothing can replace it.

Not forgetting, to my wonderful Ibu, I love you!

Syabil on his new pram! Wah, he looked so comfortable.

My lil Syabil... Can't stop kissing him the moment I see him.

Kakak's out of confinement days will end soon. That means they will be going back to Yishun soon. And that's bad. I am so used with his presence at home now.

It's been a month. Although it was a short period, our every single moment tells it.
I will miss his cries be it in the late night or early in the morning.
I will miss his feeding time.
I will miss his shower time.
I will miss changing his diapers.
I will miss HUGGING and KISSING him.

His baby cot will soon wrap up and move to Yishun. And that empty space will bring me to tears.

And I found myself in tears now.

I will miss everything about you, lil Syabil.

Careful what you spend, Nuratiqah Yee.

I'm getting crazy here! I pretty well know that I have far more important things to buy. But here I am spend unnecessary things so 'beautifully'.

Ibu said, going out means there's bound to be cashing out money. So better stay home. SO TRUE...

I'm at my wits end! Help!

Somehow, I tend to be my best when I'm at my worst.
Kakak really filled my cellphone with Syabil's photo! I got memory low now. So I thought I'm gonna transfer it at my lappy. And I thought I wanna share it with you all at the same time. Here it goes;

Salaam! My name is Syabil Abhar Bin Sharuddin. Alhamdulilah, I was brought to this world on 17th November 2009 at 10:43am. I weighed at 3.3kg. I am 49cm tall!

Special thank you to Ummi and Ayah. I wouldn't be here without them.
And to those pray for my safe delivery. Syukran.

I am now a healthy baby boy! :)


This was taken when he was 4 days old.
This is when I first saw him. After I quickly made my way to KKH after recieved my Report Book.
The first thing that came into my mind is I can never thank Allah enough for bringing him safely to this world. As kakak was quite had a tough delivery. But now he's fit and healthy. And that's matter for both mother and son. Alhamdulilah.


This was taken when he was a week old.
He's safely back to home.

This was taken when he was 13 days old. Mama Mas bought him lotsa clothes for him! Now, he have lotsa nice clothes to wear.

That's a big one, Syabil! Actually, it was his bed time. I disturbed him. =P

This was taken when he was 2 weeks old.
My favourite shirt!

My all-time-favourite-photo.
He looked so comfortable in this baby cot. With his bedtime bear. That was a gift from Kak Muliani. He liked it so much. Syukran!

This was taken when he was 16 days old. Oh, this is the time when he have trouble sleeping. It's quite a chore to put him to sleep actually.

Since he's not yet sleepy, Kakak took lotsa shots of him.

It's bath time! He's afraid of water actually. He cried so badly when his bath time.

4/12/2009:
Oh boy, he's giving that curious look again.

5/12/2009:
He is now sleeping like a log! Hehehe.

6/12/2009:
I remember I had a hard time to put him to sleep at this time. See? He just loved to roll over the bed. Hehe.

At last, he slept soundly. Phew!

7/12/2009:
Wakey wakey! It's your milk time!

8/12/2009:
He looked so big already in this shot.

This was taken yesterday. Still safe and sound. Fit and healthy. And yes, he's becoming more chubby! Alhamdulilah.

There is couple of very late nights, we really really had a tough time to make him sleep. Like from 3am till 9am. Imagine that. He cried so badly.
But now, the situation is getting better.

I still have more photos of him which Kakak took all of it from my phone. I got headache to rearrange them.

Next week on Tuesday, he is a month old. So fast! He have to go lotsa event during that day.

So yes, this is Syabil. His daily life.
I just hope he will stay in pink of health. InsyaAllah.

Thank you for viewing. Hope you enjoy it.
I like this song:

"I gotta feeling…
That tonight’s gonna be a good night.
That tonight’s gonna be a good night.
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night.”

Haven’t felt so positive for a long time. Haven’t felt so positive for a long long time. This song makes me feel positive, full of hope, full of life, full of enthusiasm for what is to come. Be it I were to be surrounded by negativity, that it’s a general negative condition around me, or be it a more positive one, I think I have decided to be positive, I have learnt to be positive. No more outside in but inside out, no more letting the environment affect me but me affecting my world. For some time I have been feeling like this. Like come what may, I’m happy. For the past year, I think. I feel like I’ve grown a bit more than little. I’m surprised by myself too. I wish to think I’m a bit different now. Because I’m feeling a bit different now, it feels.
Why do I keep feeling that something is bothering me tonight?

It was not the first time, you see. I just want to get in bed and pull the covers over my head. Feel like crying but it won't help me in anyway. But I did feel better afterward right...? Let it go, baby. Just make many doa for them. That will make you feel better then. But somehow, how I wish to put it that way easily.

It seems like I'm going through it again. Didn't I just? I'm not that strong to face it again and again.
1st used: Friday the 27th.
Thank you Abah... For this beautiful gift.

My staying home made me widen my vision regarding how tough it takes to manage a household. But our mum didn’t even complaining. They did their best in every single days with love, patience, responsibilities.
Every day I was like expecting mum to get everything ready like my meals. Not to mention, uniform’s laundry, make bed and many more.
I recalled I was exhausted from school’s return where I was tired to answer my mum’s question. The question was just a simple basic everyday’s need. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. What’s mine tiredness compared to mum’s. She woke up at 6 and started to do her daily chores. Be it laundry, cooking, cycling to supermarket, household’s chores etc.
My job is just to study. And that was a responsibility that given to me. And when I think back how a month fees that cost me. That doesn’t count my weekly allowance.

It’s a feeling that you won’t understand. And can never understand. It’s a feeling that I can’t express it well. It’s regarding the position I’m in now. Those obstacles that I went through made me sensitive in every prospective side.
I know you hate me giving excuses every time. I pretty well know that I kept annoying you in this way.
You may say that I’m being a selfish. You may say I’m being sensitive. You may say that I’m being a negative thinking. Yes, I know.
Just enjoy yourselves. Spending time with your loves. I’m here always making doa for your safety till the end of the day.
Don’t worry about me. I’m doing great here. But... I'm not sure I'm stating the truth.
Netball training? Although we didn't get to talk that much as time did not permit, I had fun throughout the game. But somehow I realised I slacked alot during game. Same goes to last training. I really gotta work on it.

A little confession... =P;
I have many things in my list to buy. Be it holiday's stuffs until school's stuffs for next year. But I keep on splurging on unnesessary items, end up I have less money to buy my needs. Lately there's alot of things that caught my attention and tricked me into buying it. I admit that I have difficulties to curb my temptation. I am getting worse, you know. I can buy a Caramel Frappe thrice a week which cost 5 bucks.

Syabil is doing great now, alhamdulilah. Have settled down in his baby-cot-which-looked-so-comfortable. Kakak will stay here for a month for her confinement days. Pity her, she looked so weak after the surgery. But hamdanlilah everything went well and that's matter for both mother and son.
Seeing kakak give birth made me so looking forward to marry and having kids! Hahaha.

It's holiday now. I just hope each one of you are doing great, insyaAllah. Everyone have started a job hunt. I wish you all the best in carrying out all the task that given. Will make many doa for that. I felt that each one of us have grown. Hearing that everyone is working, I imagined how 5 years down the road will be, where everyone have graduated from universities.
As for me, not sure but in the meanwhile I'm staying home spending time with family. Furthermore, I have Syabil in the house. Taking care of him with love and patience.
And oh, I guess I will get back to tracks. Bucking up in my studies especially on languages.

If you are reading this, you are missed. You know who you are.
I'm done.

• Exam's stuffs.
• Kakak's delivery.
• The moment of truth; report book.

There were high and low points of the experience. I feel blessed to be surrounded by my loves.

Exam's is officially over on the 11th Nov. I felt that I have done my best and pray for the best for me and my beloved mates. I met this two darlings 2 days before exams. It's been a while since I last meet them.

This picture is taken on the last day of EXAMS. Fighting and fighting. I wish nothing but the best...
This two lady have been accompany me through thick and thin. Of course my other mates; Bintul, Janz, Sabirah, Khumairah, Fatimah and Nabilah. All the activities made us all closer.

Throughout the whole week, we are packed with lotsa activities. I have no ideal at all how the results gonna be. Little did I know, I will have to go through it this Friday. I kept telling myself its gonna be khair for us. I wanna us all continue our journey together, next year. InsyaAllah.

I quickly made my way to KKH to fetch kakak. See the blue blanket? IT'S HIM.
Pictures of him coming soon...!


Kakak, I'm proud of you. It's been 4 days. Today, I had my first nephew. Alhamdulilah.
I got 7 hugs yesterday..... Indahkan hikmah Allah? ;)

Last Tuesday, I recieved a white envelope from Syafiq. He said its from her sister. The first thing that came into my mind is, is Kak Aidah getting married?! I was so excited! I opened it in a rash way. But it contained something else. I then took a note out. When I read it..... I found myself my eyes were teary. To Kak Aidah, I didn't expected this at all. I'm so touched! That was so sweet. I am now carying it at all times. Its very precious to me. You really cheered me up when I'm down. You give me hope when I'm helpless. Thank you Kak Aidah. So much. I really appreciated it. I love you sister.

There is quite a number of people who wished me best of luck for Os. I then quickly explained them the position I'm now in. I realised I would have taken O this year. My dreams and goals would have been totally different now. Everything.
I am reminded too the moment I knew that I didn't get to promoted to the next level in the year of 2007. The high and low of experiences that I have been going through now. The experiences that made me grew up and faced all the failures.

And the battle begins in the couple of days. Will make many doas, endless doas for us.
I'm fighting.............. Never give up. InsyaAllah.
In the twinkling of an eye, we are just a week away from Final Year Examinations which falls on next Monday, 26th October. I am not sure if I'm ready for this. But what I know is that I'm taking every subject seriously now. We will gonna fight this battle for two weeks plus, hoping that Allah will grant us the true meaning understanding of ilm Allah.

As time goes by, I'm not sure that the word 'happy' can describe my life now. Yes I am contented to have my beloved mates. I feel comfortable when I'm with them. They never fail to make my day. And... I never feel uneasy when sharing thoughts and feelings to them.

School life is so different now.
Somehow I found myself that I am no longer need to take any bus to Dayah's bustop and wait for her.
Somehow the morning atmosphere seems to be quiet. There will be no longer a person beside me who will walk together to the school's gate.
Somehow I found myself eating alone during recess. As I walked my way to staircase, I was reminisced all the fun where we used to take the lift. One of us will check from the office to check whether's there's a teacher or not.
Somehow I found myself sitting alone during prayer's session.
Somehow I found myself alone at the bus. There will be no longer a person beside me where we used to laugh until one whole bus can hear it.
Somehow I have no friend to laugh with when a I saw a cocroach in the bus.
Somehow I missed how you will take your own sweet time to buy a drink be it at SP's NTUC or TKC's Shop & Save. That's the time where I discovered your likes and dislikes.
This is it. Each one of you made a GREAT IMPACT in my life.

And what I terribly missed is that we laughed out loud like there's no tomorrow. The three of us. You know who you are.

I'm here always, moving on. Everyone of us are pursuing the journey of ilm Allah. I just want you to remember this, "My prayer is always with you".

That's how I felt today. To be precise, since the day you left the school.
Have I told you that I love the atmosphere at the Airport? I love its ambience. Every time I step my feet, I felt a tranquility and serenity feeling. The place that witness the journey to ilm Allah. The place where farewell being made.

This is the place also reminisce my journey to Umrah when I was in K2. Never will I forget this beautiful memories. I got to experience of going to Umrah at a young age. Alhamdulilah.
Alhamdulilah, I have been living for 16 years, 8 months, and 3 days.
Ya Allah, thank you so much for I have lived this far. Here I am still moving on this journey, shaking hands with the sad and merry.

Today, my dear Ustazah Saodah Sunan gave us 4 bar KitKat and a keychain bear as a small gift for Children's Day. How sweet it can be? But half of my girl classmate got a bookmark instead. She got upset because the keychain bear sold out. Therefore she got a bookmark replaced. She mentioned too that she searched high and low on the other shop but cant find any. I'm soo touched.

On my way home, I met 'Aisyah again! At the Safra bustop near my house. But this time round she is with her family. The coincidence for the second time. I never expected this. And again, I was into all smiles. Seeing her make me miss our moments together. I dared not hope for the third time because it is simply coincidence. But if so, it make me see the hikmah that Allah have let me to meet one of my friend whose I have been missing so much. Alhamdulilah.
Today something happened that made me happy and into smiles. I met 'Aisyah at Geylang bustop in my way home. I waved happily at her. Its been aeons since I last met her. How I missed her laughter so much. Never did I expected to met her. Ya Allah, thank you so much. I am contented. Even if it just a glimpse moment.

One of my dearest mate asked me, "kau rindu dorang?"
If I can, I wanna say that how much I miss them. So much.
Somehow, I felt lonely. Something is not right. It is all about me now. Alone.

I learnt alot through this journey. There were high and low points of experience. It make me stronger to face new challenges ahead. I have my responsibilities to make my focus now all to studies. I am not going to hesitate or dither while the opportunity of a lifetime was there right before me.

My prayers is with you. Always.

Let's move on this journey with each other's doa. InsyaAllah.
My love for cats since I was a lil kid. In the past at my old house, there were uncountable cats loitering around at the void deck. Bro, Sis and myself often got scratched in our hands by the mother for stealing their kittens. I still got one small scar at my right hand untill now. But that wont stopped me from kidnapping those kittens. Sounds like Im a bad girl. Hehe. Okay since I moved house, I had just seen 2 or 3 cats only. Unfortunately on one day, it got me all upset when 2 men in a van came to take all cats with them. I was like where are they taking all those poor cats? On top of that, they took in a poor way. They put all cats into one bag. A bag like a rice sack. Oh well, no need to elaborate further. It make me sad. Since then I have never seen any tail or miow-ing ever then. I was in Primary at that time.

But recently.......... A cute and adorable gold cat appeared. I met her (Im not sure if it was a boy or girl. I took it as a girl. Hehe) before and after I came back from school.


"Yee..! Aku takut ah Prelim ni. Doakan aku eh!"
"Aku selalu doakan kau."

Im just on the verge to burst into tears. Little did I know, things have come to the end. Im puzzled. This is way too fast. This is utterly unbelieveable. But I know that this day will come. I dont wanna imagine how it will be. And I never want it to come. But somehow, I felt relieve after enduring the moments left.

"This is part and parcel of life. People keep on meeting in one place but eventually make their own ways. Nobody will stay. Life has to move on. Life is just a short journey. We will meet and harvest the happiness together and forever in Jannah. InsyaAllah."
-By her, one of my important person in my life. 29th August 09.

Whatever you are doing, wherever you are standing, I just want to say how much I miss you all.
I will say this again. For the last time. Though we may not meet each other, I believed we will stay forever in our hearts. Remembering each other during prayers. I will always make many doa even if you cant see me or hear me. Remember that there will always be someone who miss you. Everyday. Hoping you to be in the pink of health and iman. Strive the best till the end. I have faith in you. Trust me. I believed there will be lots of barakah in this blessings month.

I gotta be strong. Stay focus. I will fulfill my promise by doing my best in upcoming exams.
Go fly high up to the skies! I will be watching you from the land. Doing my best to protect you from falling down which I know you wont. InsyaAllah.

Although words were not spoken, you know I care.
How am I doing right now?
I am still Moving On.
Dear reader, I hope you are in the pink of health. InsyaAllah.

A glimpse of school stuffs today. Well, I have expected 3 of my dearest will be absent. Get well soon darls. Come back to school soon. I will definitely make doa for your speed recovery. InsyaAllah. I miss your presence. So do they.

We are just a few days away to the month of August. Wondering how time could fly really fast. So many things to do so little time. If time could go slower a bit, how nice isn't it? Looking back, there's not much difference. I know I shouldn't be entertain this thought.

On last Wednesday, I was away from school. I think I went through what 'Aisyah went through before. Being a sick student for 2 days was a pure torture eventhough it was just a short period. You see, you will missed everything that happened in school. Recieved message from them. I like this part. I agreed what 'Aisyah said. "Hayy...if only I could be absent more often. Wouldnt it be wonderful to know that someone is missing your absence? Haha". Im sad too especially when I read one of senior's blog, little did I know, she mentioned about perfoming Solat Gerhana Matahari at school. I missed it. It was like once in a lifetime. Especially when I watched the news to say that it will come only once in 123 years. My bed accompanied me through all day. I simply could not muster the strength to even sit up. You will find yourself keeping down track on the clock, every hours and minutes that happened in school time. The most touching part is.. You will find yourself get hugged in the next morning. Like a fan meet their favourite artist. How I wish I could get more hugs often. Hehe.

4 more days to go. My mission is face it again. Let me go all over again, will you?
One of my dearest told me that she missed my cheerful character. And I was wondering when did I last laugh till my stomach cramp? Do you know how it feels like? And that of course, was pure torture.

Everything's fine during class lesson. Somehow I realised that I am no longer feel sleepy as what I have used to be. I knew what you people will say, "That's good.. Otherwise you will sleep and eat only". Hahaha! Okay, I promised I will keep on with my good conduct in class and stay focused in every subject. Usually reached home at about 3PM as I have no extra class. Well, I have no more extra class for this 3rd term. Besides doing assignment, my entertainment accompanied me till night. And yeah, that's my day. How a boring one? You bet I am. The next morning, back to square one.

Mum made me a handmade pearl bracelet, which I was wearing them right now. Somehow whenever Im wearing it, I can't stopped feeling touched. I can feel the love, care and patience that has been put in it. It was a perfect one in my eye, although the pearl is worthless. I promised myself that I will not lose it no matter what happen.

Kakak is on the 20th week. Her tummy gradually show a bit. I realised that we are getting close now. Unlike the past, we didnt talked that much in a day. Sometimes I missed her presence in home. How we used to share bed, quarelling over small matter even in mealtimes! You know me, about food. Hehe. Can't wait for that lil ones in our family. A bundle of joy! Will make many doa for you. Hope everything goes smoothly. InsyaAllah.

Recently I started to spend my morning weekends on tracks. With Mum and Dad surely. I began to love the morning fresh air. Yeah, it seems like I joined those kiasu aunties as to exercise to keep body fit and healthy. Even my attire looked like one. Hahaha!

To sum it up, it has been a tedious journey I must say. I have lesser time to spend time with loved ones. I miss them. So much. And I will always remember these, "Sometimes, Allah takes something away to give you better in next time". Sometimes, I don't know how much longer I can stay strong. It seems I enjoyed to be a loner.

Here I am still moving on.
Miss every single things at Rebutia. I felt my heart was in the right place. Sad, because our 4 days journey ended just like that. I can only make many doa for them. Its the least that I can do.

Been through alot of thinking lately.
What am I doing now? Sometimes, I hate where I am now. I felt that I am being left far behind in this world. It is an awful feeling. And the worst is, people that I really love gonna leave me soon. Im preparing myself for the worst, you see.

One of the lovely speaker, Miss Winda Guntor from the AMP's career day. She's now doing a Mass Comm. She told us her story about her ambition to become a cashier for her career. (I thought I was alone thinking of that. =P Seriously.) She then thought being a cashier is too little for income. She then moved on gradually from taking Os. And now we can see, a succsessful Miss Winda Guntor. I admired her fluency in English during presentation. How I wish I can become like her. I admired too her drive to succeed till now. However, I can't say the same about me.
Feelings of fear overwhelmed me when talking about career.

As days went by, I am begining to realise the important people in my life; whom I can't live without with. How I miss them right now. Again, I can only make many doa for them. Always in the pink of health, living in the happines in every single day, hours, minutes and seconds. InsyaAllah.
I have moved to a new space. It puzzled me too on what happened to my previous site. But its okay.. Because here I am in a new one.

Many things happened lately. Let me pick up from where I had left; And so, one of my greatest turning point in my life happened on the 28th May.

30th April-15th May
The journey of the battle. Everyone were giving the best shot.

13th May
I left my ATM card at the top-up machine. Now I can't feed it to my titibit's crave. Panic seized me when I realised the empty slot in my wallet.

28th May
Report book released together with parents meeting. How did it went? We didnt talked that much. Mk curly and me went into silence when we stared at the result slip. Ustazah asked me to do more practising for maths; subject that I didnt made it. My results? Alhamdulilah. It was quite bad actually. Somehow, I got dissapointed with it. But it gives me the spirit to do much more better next time; FYE. InsyaAllah.

29th May
Its officially school holiday! That morning when I woke up, I talked to myself what Im gonna do with this 30 solid days. I really have the time all by myself.

31th May
Sis Zahiah's wedding, the happiest day in her life. Congratulations! Im happy for her. She was so lovely on her big day. I wish you a happy everlasting marriage and be the happiest couple ever after. InsyaAllah. I went with Nadhz alone (My one and only madu. ;P) as everyone could not made it. We only met 'Aisy & Syah upon their leaving. Oh ya, back to my madu, we were like husband & wife there. On my way there, I recieved a message from Dayah, "Mentang2 g jemputan berdua2an je, jgn nk feeling laki bini ehk". Hahaha! That was what in my mind. When our back home, we gave a hugged. Aww, so sweet. Hehe. Yeah, gonna miss her.
And left 1 day to our camping.

1st May- 4th May
If Im saying that I did not enjoyed the camping, then I was a BIG liar. In fact, far from it. There's a lot that I have learnt from there. Its really worth it. Alhamdulilah it was a successful camp, selamat pergi selamat pulang. We survived this 4 days 3 nights camping. Thank you Allah for making this a successful camp. Of course we will missed our mum, dad, siblings back home.
But, its different this time. Like I said earlier a few of my dearest could not made it; Nadhzryna, Syahidah, Hanisa & Nabilah. It is really incomplete with you girls. We really missed your presence. Its okay because there will be a hikmah for this. They took BM's paper at the Expo while all of us on the way in the journey. Honestly, I loved all the activities to bits and pieces. Every single activity got their hikmah. Every single thing was so meaningful. The concept for the camp is all about the teamwork spirit.

Im sure that this 4 days camp tightened our ukhuwah; sisters, classmate & juniors.

One of the activity; High Rope(Flying Fox).
How did it went?
Best tapi seram. Seriously I was sweating all the way up there. Got to cleared one by one of the obstacles before we get through the Flying Fox. On the landing part, I didnt felt the fun when I got the muscle pain on my arm. I got partnered with Nana for the "check & lock", "locked and checked". As to ensure everything is okay. But overall, it was challenging.

One of the activity; Kembara Malam.
Lots of obstacle that we have to endure. To me, it was challenging. The challenging part is one of the slanting land where we have to crawled with no roots or trees. We have to depend on the mouldy land. Not forgetting pokok duri. I accidentally touched it.
"Hud Huuuuud" was the weapon to get through the checkpoint.

One of the activity; Jungle Explore.
We got a mouldy spa! Best! Not forgetting my favourite, WATERFALL. I enjoyed the slide too.

One of my greatest regret is, I didnt brought any camera. As to snap the memories.. It might be a last camp for me and them.

What I liked most is we sang a few song in the bus despite all of us were sleepy especially when we didnt get to sleep since the day before. It was a touching moment that time. Cant help but to shed a tears.

About shopping, (wink2 kat Nadhz ;P) we didnt shopped that much as time did not permit. We only went to Time Square on the 1st day. I brought a wallet & watch. The bad luck is, we didnt get to enter the Themepark as the price was quite pricey. That was heartaching enough! Hmmph. And so, we went to Perusahaan Zainab on the last day. We brought alot of krepek there.

Whenever we are in the jungle, we got to friendly with all kinds of animals; insects. Like pacat, agas, mosquitos, cocroaches, spiders, lizards, BIG ants, grasshoppers, bees etc. On a brighter note, Nul get bestfriends with pacat. She get the most from it at her both leg. On one part is, we have no energy to bother with it when they crawled at our hands.

On our last day; Farewell session.
I hate this, really. Especially with Poknik & Abi and the Faci too. Yes, setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan kerana Allah.

Oh ya, lots of unforgetable memories during the 4 days camp. I will simply put it my heart forever.

Gonna miss Poknik & Abi alot. Everyone will. Looking forward when they will visit our school. Our only chance to meet them. Alhamdulilah, we got to contact with Abii at Facebook. This two men are the one who make it the camp successful, and the Faci too.
A million thanks to the teachers guiding us right from the start; Ustazah Orfiyah, Ustazah Esah, Ustazah Saodah & her husband, Sir Sarif, Ustaz Dhiyauddin, Ustaz Manaf & Ustaz Fathurrahman. They accompinied us through thick & thin. They made a big sacrifice by leaving their families at home. Really appreciated it so much.

Alot of things I learnt there; to be a good muslimah. I got alot of benefit from there. InsyaAllah I will. Gonna miss every single things from this camp.

And through this camp, bonding among all of us get stronger and stronger. Alhamdulilah.
InsyaAllah Ukhuwah Fillah.